my nights are filled more and more with worries and thoughts about the surgery. most nights I dream about it, sometimes when I wake up I'm not sure what really happened in my dream and in real life. when people ask, "how are you feeling? Are you nervous? Are you scared?" I feel like saying what I'm thinking at that point.
How would you feel if you were having brain surgery? Would you be nervous? Would you be scared? That's what I thought.